Têtu

This paper thin commitment is key to maintaining distance.perseverance allows my resistant. Dragging emotions through electric shock aversion therapy to punish sufficient-Ly. Directly directing me in the direction of conceplating conversion and yet this virgin new to the masking of deception is simply disgusted! Coming to the conclusion that people are justly not to be trusted. And this whole paradigm of mine (The FairyTale) has to be adjusted. But it defies all logic; us creatures essence is to love; yet us very same creatures choose to forfeit. I'm looking around this place This Barren place and I'm starting to work up anxieties (ever so softly God says anxiety  is a life without me) Yet my bass gently weeps. Clear glass turns to scarlet cup, drunken deep by societies; while organic varieties are divvied up. I seek regression towards the mean supervisory routine and As a machine my purpose is to shake blend mix and or stirr it up.they demand from me 'without becoming upset accept that our caricatures soaking are set'. Eyes drenched in soul , morality not met and I've had enough! Drowning in oxygen debt, putting up w/nothing b/c that's all I can get. Loyalty a party of none is rough. This paper thin commitment, is key to maintaining distance; foolishly I am presistant. I will not go gently into the goodnight, of this I  insistant. I blame (Faith) the unfailing of telescopic sight.With all my might , I must rage; I will rage; against the dying of the light.

Dear Trini

Allow me to activate your entirety. Bellying the gate to your intensity while you perfectly execute and showcase your ability; to cause the malleability of this consumers mind to ruminate susceptibility. (Selling myself) I can recycle your garbage into a classic piece of street poetry. 'Come slowly , Eden , lips unused to thee'{E.Dickinson}( you see; ...after hurt , I allow myself to want , to a tolerable degree.oh kind sir, don't mistake me; I have the tenacity to drop you from my memory quite easily. Yet you, panman, are dear to me. Consume my sincerity. Verily, unto you I offer the probability of destiny,possibly the growth of intimacy, despite proximity? Who knows(shrug), our comradery, could be the remedy to life's Severity.

AleBushe 7

I want growth generally but know my focus has a face

Cleared from my interplanetary space

Your essence provides where ever you coincide your smile resides with the erratic , I always ketch your sporadic 

Not many have seen , but if you seen this smile you'll truly experience "by the blood of the lamb,'redeemed'"

After falling for you I couldn't possibly settle for anything less than epic or any less intense

Abling me to be eupnoeic in ir and moral sense

I wonder if my moods are too dependent 

On you, Nay I can manifest my own happiness yet through your blackness, showns your genius leaving you glorious for my emptiness 

The seeds in my heart you have fertilized simply directing me to revitalize 

Soon I fell deep in those bajan brown eyes

Leaving the new world and hastens for the old

Those dimples Are among the reason my heart unfolds 

Nevertheless to you my devotion clings

I no longer want my things I want our things 

I want us 

AleBushe 6

Frightened of an uncertain future longitudinally across the top of my cranium the Sagittal suture

Descending into a one-way cell with no out, but it's how we react to doubt

Celine and hang corruptible dream

How does one adapt introverts and hold captive a supreme?

What's of a love unspoken?

Is it weaker without a name?

Does it shrink ,give up the ghost? Is it abashed because we dare not speak its name?

Eyes wild with thirst

Completely unrehearsed, giving as much as the other would allow

It's much too strong to let it go now

I see you as a snack to the breast 

Emulating Sabbath rest

Aphrodisidic presents leaving my soul drenched 

free your Touch and see desires quenched

Within and with out raw whether 

...can't we just do this thing called life together?

AleBushe 5

Jazz sat and I sang by his piano 

Shedin that untouchable lick

Thumping, bumping

He sho has this jitter bug jumpin

Hey jack, dig that groovy beat

Mahogany deep, hallucinogenic

Jazz houndin his undoubtably authentic

Hey daddy-o, I've been listening to what you been kickin and I underdig that crazy music

BANG

This orgastic kaleidoscopic carnival spills through yellow sand bridged by ocean and sky blue

This, Rices philharmonic is the spark to the willingness of my heart

The musical equivalent of pâté de four gras

The way that guy beats his ivory and ebonys is a real gas

DOO BAH DOO BOP DEE

He fractures me, duet burnin, hey man; WAIL ON

trapped in this inexhaustible variety

Drowning in the notes of his Caribbean Sea

True nature of his trident flag

His sound is just my bag; RIGHT ON

WOW

BOO DAH BOO DOP BEE

A chemical madness that burst thunderously

Future ,just when I thought you couldn't be any more fantastical

You throw down a dizzy new way to seeing something theatrical

Batbadianized honey bee, you really send me

Do your thang papa 

18k schematic tonal rendering, supermurgitroid, torching tge scene

Tenderizing , automated, giving the effects of caffeine 

Hey baby I hits done bread ( of life) let's paint the town cyan, you know that mix b/t blue and green

Scatting

BOO BOP BIM, dim DOP dant ,QUI QUA QUISH,ZEE ZA ZUS

warm,resonant rich and melodious...

This is no jive dude

Tomorrow and Aujourd'hui , I will be roaring drunk working up da back of da trunk

I dig this barrel house music it flows free

It's not coincidence , piano man

Caribbean jazz was always our rendition

AleBushe 4

Mesye plays a prominent line in a mushy and unclear way

with soul along w/all other emotional entities

brain slipped away 

murderously accoustic, my body undulated to the thumping rhythm of music

swallowed w/ominious melody 

i gained vision peripherally

welcomed back,so, graciously to desolate me

Alone,no longer under the illusion of free

this,forlorn,for me might be destiny

entrapped by the irony, of the music of the spheres

invision me ,

i feel more lucid with every invasion of  replay on my ears

what a cliché composition i have written

stupidly, i continued to leave 'ima taker' out of my equation

I guess,

to subside my fears

what an momentous arrangment 

such vintage 

brings, to me, tears

I need an occasion to pacify my fears

Fears, greet my lungs

seeing music swirling around in the wild heard but unsung

I can make no rhyme  nor reason for what has sprung

This numbing sameness, 

tis famous ,my dance with gravity

I am but a piece in an unspeakably absolutely,necessary puzzle

And over my heart, a fire arm muzzel

We had black and white dualism

you choose intellectualism

Bravely i fold ,against bitter cold,deprived

to be miraculously revived?

NAY,Nay, leave me

i sacrifice my wishes... i dont mind blemishes

i own my secondary hypertension

you, see,

perfect tokens lack dimension

AleBushe 3

Jan.8.14

His wind driving sound,forces caterpillars upon me.they find me, and assume me sleeping.now I am anticipating, something I've never before from him possessed.his west, Indian rap is a weakness,that I can not control. he is a note in a sea of music-less bodies.he chills ,creates giggles,presents lil hints dressed in riddles. absent recognition ,it gets hard for him to listen to the things that I must say to make him mine. I want to hold your cries ,lullabies.I want to love you ;delta blues .I want to experience your wrongs sing-a-longs . this café noir has the scent of past had ;he is rustic and welcoming. I am a deep dark chocolate fanatic and with him I am glad.Beauty it turns out ,is tough ,and life is well impossible to extinguish ,he proves it. shyly my heart pounds loudly, accompanied by magnetic pull, adoration timidly projects. subtitle teases ,leaving displeases ,his melody ,floods my body and I hope this ain't surprising that I've been fantasizing.I Connote success with being the best. smiles are heard ,mouth parched of words ;music Doesn't  just act as a mirror of the person that created it ;it PERFORMS that person .yeah ,oh ,there something about you